Anything else?

Never quite saw this class commin to an end.
I wrote so much
Now there's no more ink
My mind is empty
Where's my pen.
Bruh where you been
I'm fittin in more words at once
Than you've ever said
In all you're life
Sharp witted like a knife
Who knows maybe ill by a ring
And turn your crush into my wife
But such is life
And I'd actually really like
To keep this one precise
If I'm lacking details let me know
Those are somthin that I'll provide.
In given time
In given time

Excuse me I just needed to take a breath,
180 days of senior year
Of which there's only 5 left.
We're fresh ta death

Now hold up
Let me give you a minute to catch up
Yeah I'm messed up
But I make the best stuff
You know that it's better than the rest of
Anything that you've ever heard.

But a little time in the limelight is what hard work deserves.

Thank you.

Blue ticket

A ticket with one word.
One word on a ticket.
Blue and black.
Black and blue.
Inverse operations.
Operations inverted.
Love hurts, and these words are meaningless to you; these words break my heart.

Nostalgia

I wish that left overs never went bad, just like I wish like today was yesterday and tomorrow would never come.
I wish that I still had my baby teeth.
I wish I had a room full of all of the balloons I've let go.
I wish I could take it all back,
But I'd do it again in a heartbeat.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

You probably forgot about my blog so if you don't read this I won't be surprised.
But I hope you do, and if you do please let me know that you still care.

Love, Ben

PS I love everyone of you, sorry for being so obnoxious.

This is your heart

Hey Ben,
You have never listened to me before but I'm hoping you will now.
We have been through a lot together, we have been through everything together.
Without you I am a worthless muscle mass but together we can do amazing things.
I guess I just want you to know I'm glad we have each other.

PS This is your heart.

Reveal

Click here to view reveal.

Losers are learners

It's hard for me to put words to how I feel when I accomplish something meaningful, I'm not sure if it's because it feels so damn good or if it's because I rarely feel it....
I think the only thing stronger than that feeling is how I feel when I fail at something.
For the longest time I let feelings of inadequacy control my life in a negative manner.
And I guess all I really want to say is our failures only strengthen us and make us human.
So at the end of the day loosing is also really winning.

FEAR

The only thing we have to fear is fear itself. The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.The only thing we have to fear is fear itself. The only thing we have to fear is fear itself. The only thing we have to fear is fear itself. The only thing we have to fear Is fear itself. The only thing we have to fear is fear itself. The only thing we have to fear is fear itself. The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.