Dear ____________

It is thought provoking
how what you thought was coping
Is really choking you worse than the rope that stopped your hoping like a train dead in it's tracks.

It's just another cigarette
another chance to forget
forget everything that's ever happened every choice you have ever made
making you who you are today.

but you're still here
so I'm not complaining
just wondering if I made any difference
or if you made these changes all on your own...

I'm still waiting to hear back from you.

Love
               Benjamin