This Is Not A Love Poem

I've been thinking about you a lot as of late
Well actually you've been on my mind since you left.
I know its my fault and I know you don't want to hear anything I have to say,
And I don't blame you I really don't.
It's just that I'm so damn tired of trying to fool you, and fool everyone. I'm sick of this mask that I have to wear to make you think that I'm okay without you.
Well surprise,
im not.
You say that I'm just a boy which is interesting because to me you are much more than just I girl.
But I guess none of this matters anyways because I'll never press send.

LOVE,
           Ben